Does anyone else think Catholicism is bullpoppie?

i have been a catholic for my 17 years of life and im starting to think that this religion is bullpoppie.. i mean uu hear on the news that fathers kids and uu have to confess all uur sons to thee father and they dont let uu be gay etc...... idk if i wanna change religion but i cant anyways because my family will kill me.. what do uu think? and what religion are uu?